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No more numbers :P [11 Jul 2005|06:21pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | THE darkness // I believe in a thing called loooove ]

I wanna kiss you every minute, every hour, every day.
You got me in a spin, but everything is A-okay.
I believe in a thing called love!
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart.
There's a chance we could make it now.
We'll be rockin 'til the sun goes down.


well... an update then... hmm... i guess more people would probably read this rather than my greatestjournal... i dont even think that thing still works, i should check it though.. haha i couldnt even remember the password - duh - wow, it lives ^-^ i think this calls for a night of reading my old entries, it's definately been a while :]

well i'm sure by now all or most of you know about the adam situation, and things are looking up :] and for those of you who think i'm an idiot for all of this, eh, i can't say you're wrong, but i can say i dont care ^-^

i'll probably update more later.. maybe i'll put in some pictures of our newest baby kitty :D he's absolutely adorable!!! i dont know what to name him though... i'll post some pics and you guys can decide ^-^ maybe :P

<3 love love love <3
12 If you've got an impulse let it out.

[03 Jul 2005|06:26pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | senses fail ]

My journal lives!!!!.. for now :]

2 If you've got an impulse let it out.

29.0 [05 Apr 2005|07:06pm]
( Hurting lungs breathing sighs of disgust. This can't be home anymore. )
1 If you've got an impulse let it out.

28.0 [31 Mar 2005|11:40am]
[ mood | HUNGRY XP ]
[ music | The Starting Line // A Good Night's Sleep ]

George W. Bush's 50 greatest accomplishments



  1. I attacked and took over two countries.
  2. I spent the US surplus and bankrupted the US treasury.
  3. I shattered the record for the biggest annual deficit in history (not easy)
  4. I set an economic record for the most personal bankruptcies filed in any 12 month period.
  5. I set all-time record for the biggest drop in the history of the stock market.
  6. I am the first president in decades to execute a federal prisoner.
  7. I am the first president in US history to enter office with a criminal record.
  8. In my first year in office I set the all-time record for the most days on vacation by any president in US history (tough to beat my dad's, but I did).
  9. After taking the entire month of August off for vacation, I presided over the worst security failure in US history.
  10. I set the record for most campaign raising trips by any president in US history.
  11. In my first two years in office over 2 million Americans lost their jobs.
  12. I cut unemployment benefits for more out-of-work Americans than any other president in US history.
  13. I set the all-time record for most real estate foreclosures in a 12-month period.
  14. I appointed more convicted criminals to administration positions than any other president in US history.
  15. I set the record for fewest press conferences of any president since the advent of TV.
  16. I presided over the biggest energy crisis in US history and refused to intervene when corruption was revealed.
  17. I signed more laws and executive orders amending the Constitution than any other US president in history.
  18. I cut health-care benefits for war veterans.
  19. I set the all-time record for most people worldwide to simultaneously take to the streets to protest me (15 million people), shattering the record for protest against any one person in the history of mankind.
  20. I dissolved more international treaties than any president in US history.
  21. I've made my presidency the most secretive and unaccountable of any in US history.
  22. Members of my cabinet are the richest of any administration in US history (the poorest multimillionaire, Condoleeza Rice, has a Chevron oil tanker named after her).
  23. I am the first president in US history to have all 50 states of the union simultaneously struggle against bankruptcy.
  24. I presided over the biggest corporate stock market fraud in any market in any country in the history of the world.
  25. I am the first president in US history to order a US attack and military occupation of a sovereign nation, and I did so against the will of the United Nations and the vast majority of the international community.
  26. I have created the largest government department bureaucracy in the history of the US.
  27. I set the all-time record for biggest annual budget spending increases, more than any other president in US history (Reagan was hard to beat, but I did it!!!)
  28. I am the first president in US history to compel the United Nations to remove the US from the Human Rights Commission.
  29. I am the first president in US history to have the United Nations remove the US from the Elections Monitoring Board.
  30. I removed more checks and balances and have the least congressional oversight of any presidential administration in US history.
  31. I rendered the entire United Nations irrelevant.
  32. I withdrew from the World Court Of Law.
  33. I refused to allow inspectors access to US prisoners of war and by default no longer abide by the Geneva Conventions.
  34. I am the first president in US history to refuse United Nations elections inspectors access during the 2002 elections.
  35. I am the all-time US (and world) record holder for the most corporate campaign donations.
  36. The biggest lifetime contributor to my campaign, who is also one of my best friends, presided over one of the largest corporate bankruptcy frauds in world history (Kenneth Lay, former CEO of EnronCorporation)
  37. I spent more money on polls and focus groups than any president in US history.
  38. I am the first president to run and hide when the US came under attack (and then lied, saying the enemy had the code to Air Force 1).
  39. I am the first US president to establish a secret shadow government.
  40. I took the world's sympathy for the US after 9/11, and in less than a year made the US the most resented country in the world (possibly the biggest diplomatic failure in US and world history).
  41. I am the first US president in history to have a majority of the people of Europe (71%) view my presidency as the biggest threat to world peace and stability.
  42. I changed US policy to allow convicted criminals to be awarded government contracts.
  43. I set the all-time record for the number of administration appointees who violated US laws by not selling their huge investments in corporations that later made bids for gov. contracts.
  44. I have removed more freedoms and civil liberties for Americans than any other president in US history.
  45. I have created the most divided country in decades, possibly the most divided that the US has been since the Civil War.
  46. I entered office with the strongest economy in US history and in less than two years turned every single economic category heading straight down.
  47. I have at least one conviction for drunk driving in Maine (Texas driving record has been erased and is not available).
  48. I was AWOL from the National Guard and deserted the military during time of war. I refused to take a drug test or even answer any questions about drug use.
  49. All records of my tenure as governor of Texas have been spirited away to my father's library, sealed in secrecy and unavailable for public view. All records of any SEC investigation into my insider trading or bankrupted companies are sealed in secrecy and unavailable for public view.
  50. All minutes of meetings of any public corporations for which I served on the board are sealed in secrecy and unavailable for public view. Any records or minutes from meetings I (or my VP) attended regarding public energy policy are sealed in secrecy and unavailable for public review.
10 If you've got an impulse let it out.

27.0 Puzzle [29 Mar 2005|10:34am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | The Get Up Kids ]

http://two.flash-gear.com/npuz/puz.php?c=v&id=166361&k=70388012

2 If you've got an impulse let it out.

26.0 100 things you really dont care to know :] [28 Mar 2005|08:33pm]
[ mood | bored, and eating cake :D ]
[ music | Thursday // The Dotted Line ]

[1] NAME: Cassandra Laurel Pate
[2] BIRTHDAY: 06 December 1988
[3] HEIGHT: 5 feet + 3 inches
[4] SHOE SIZE: 7.5
[5] EYE COLOR: Brown and beautiful ;P
[6] HAIR COLOR: Brown
[7] DONE DRUGS: Who hasnt? :P
[8] BEEN ON STAGE: Yeah
[9] HAD SEX: Virgin Pride ^_^
[10] BEEN DUMPED: Yep
[11] GOTTEN INTO AN ACCIDENT: Nope
[12] EATEN AN ENTIRE BOX OF SWEETS: Haha, duh
[13] DYED YOUR HAIR: Nope. Never!
[14] CHOKED INFRONT OF SOMEONE: I don't recall?
[15] WENT TO SCHOOL IN YOUR PJ'S: Haha yes I did, in K5 ^_^ the best years of my life :P
[16] GOTTEN DETENTION: Absolutely
[17] LIKED SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT MADE YOU CRY: Sadly, yes
[18] DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW: Maybe
[19] DO THEY KNOW: Possibly
[20] WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: For my somewhat selfish side, someone who makes me feeling like I'm everything in the world to them. Physically, I'm not exactly picky, but I'm a sucker for hair and eyes :] Different things turn me on with different people :]
[21] COULD SEE YOURSELF GETTING MARRIED: Lol maybe one day..
[22] COLD / HOT: HOT!
[23] BLACK / WHITE: Black
[24] RAIN / SNOW: Rain, snow=evil
[25] GIVE / RECEIVE: eh, both
[26] WOOL / COTTON: *sings* I love cotton!
[27] ROSE / DAISY: Daisy, they smell better
[28] PRIVATE / PUBLIC SCHOOL: *angry face* grr.. private school... argh... Public > Private
[29] PLAIN / CHOCOLATE MILK: Chocolate, of course.
[30] HISTORY / SCIENCE: History
[31] MATH / ENGLISH: Both
[32] SPRING / FALL: Spring
[33] ROCK / COUNTRY: Both, but more Rock
[34] PEPSI / COKE: PEPSI SUCKS! :] I <3 Coke :D
[35] LOVE / LUST: Love ;]
[36] EAT / SLEEP: sleep
[37] WHO DO YOU SEE THE MOST: Hah well I never really get to see anyone, so probably just my family, but at school it's gotta be Lance :D
[38] WHO DO YOU WISH TO SEE MORE OFTEN: Uh, all of my friends :P
[39] WHO DO YOU E-MAIL THE MOST: Lindsay
[40] WHO'S THE LOUDEST: It used to be me, in a way, but not so much any more. I can't really say..
[41] WHO'S THE SHYEST: None of us are really shy.
[42] WHO ARE YOU JEALOUS OF: No one
[43] WHO GOTS THE BEST ROOM: Jamie's, because everyone writes on her walls and its superawesome
[44] WHO'S THE HORNIEST: Hahahhaha..haha..hah.. :X Anna [and I'm sure everyone would agree :P]
[45] WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST: Probably Lance and Emily, but even then my trust issues are a bit complicated
[46] WHO KNOWS YOU THE BEST: Lindsay, Lance, Emily
[47] WHO'S YOUR BEST FRIEND: Same as above :]
[48] WHO DO YOU HAVE SERIOUS TALKS WITH: Same as about :P
[49] WHO GETS ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: hahah, no one :P
[50] WHO HUGS YOU THE MOST: Emily :D
[51] WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST: Lindsay
[52] FIGHTS WITH YOU THE MOST: Well, lately, although it has ended for the most part, Jonny because of his turbo gayness
[53] WHO ARGUES WITH YOU THE MOST: No one really
[54] FAVORITE FRIENDS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: Lance.. - wow i really dont have many friends. David and I were kinda close but then he started to be gay.. I swear Jonny's contageous or something :P
[55] IS MOST LIKELY TO BECOME A MODEL: Lizzy :P
[56] HAVE KNOWN YOU THE LONGEST: Lance!!
[57] WHO DO YOU KNOW MOST ABOUT: I don't know a whole lot about anyone, but then again, I dont usually ask
[58] GIVE HUGS: Absolutely
[59] GIVE BACK RUBS: I'm always giving people back rubs, and I rarely get any :P
[60] TAKE WALKS IN THE RAIN: Every chance I get, unless it's cold :P
[61] WATCH TV: Sometimes, but that's because I dont have a life :P
[62] GO TO THE BEACH: Hah, I even lived at the beach and didn't ever go
[63] DO HOMEWORK: psh, homework :P only if I have to and usually I just do it at school
[64] PLAY IN THE SNOW: ugh, no, unless I had some cool people to play with me and I know it'd be fun - other wise snow=evil
[65] WORK OUT: On occasion. yeah I have weightlifting ;D
[66] TALK ON THE PHONE: no one ever calls me :P
[67] STAY UP ALL NIGHT TALKIN TO A FRIEND: Whenever they'll stay up all night talking to me :]
[68] GO ONLINE: Not as much anymore
[69] BE KISSED: Kissing is fun ^_^ though I dont have anyone to kiss, haha
[70] DO WEIRD / FREAKY THINGS: Well you're not really living if you dont!
[71] BE WILD: Eh, when I can :]
[72] BEEN TO A CONCERT: Not as many as I'd like :[
[73] BEEN OUT OF STATE: yep
[74] GONE SKINNY DIPPIN: nope
[75] RAN ROUND NAKED: nope lol
[76] BROKEN A BONE: haha my hand and my toe
[77] CHEATED ON A TEST: who doesnt?
[78] RAN A MARATHON: haha nooo
[79] MET A FAMOUS PERSON: yes, Lance is definately Famous :D
[80] BOUGHT SOMETHING AND SOLD IT: yeah
[81] STOLE FROM SOMEWHERE: Probably
[82] STALKED SOMEONE: hahaha of course!

YOUR LOVE LIFE:
[83] IF YOU WERE TO GO OUT WITH ANYONE, WHO: Right now? No one really..
[84] HAVE YOU EVER HAD AN ONLINE RELATIONSHIP: haha yeah when I first started out on the net when I was about.. 12 or whatever it was fun to go into chatrooms :P I had like a bf in just about every state ^_^ it was stupid, yet fun
[85] LONGEST RELATIONSHIP: Well, I'm not really sure... I think around 4 or 5 months? Kind of sad but, there are reasons for that... and I'm sure those are even sadder..
[86] HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE: Yes.

EXTRA EXTRA:
[87] BAD HABITS: I walk on my toes, get big headed sometimes and think I know everything and that I'm better than everyone else - but that only happens in small phases and I not to; I probably have more bad habits - oh! my brother hates that sometimes when I chew gum, I chew with my mouth open and it makes that smacking noise.. lol its funny :P
[88] MAKES YOU MAD: My family, feeling like I'm not good enough or can't get something right for someone, ignorant people
[89] SCARIEST MOMENTS: Hah.. Getting caught.
[90] WHERE ARE YOU: Home on La Computadora!
[91] ARE YOU WEARIN ANY JEWLERIES: I dont usually wear jewelry because I'm allergic to almost all metals - sometimes I wear hemp but that's about it. The little plastic ring I always used to wear broke >.<
[92] LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED: This morning before I left the beach for home.
[93] WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR PANTS: The ones I'm wearing are light blue blue jeans :P
[94] WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENIN TO RIGHT NOW: SR71 // Right Now
[95] LAST THING YOU SAID: "I'll get some in a minute" Talking to my dad about the cake he made :P
[96] COMPUTER DESK IS MADE OF: uh... wood? it looks like wood, lol
[97] LAST THING YOU ATE: Heh a turkey sandwhich thing in the car that Ryan made for me on our way home for the beach.. lol
[98] WHAT YOU REALLY WANA DO RIGHT NOW: Go out with my friends
[99] WHAT COLOR OF CRAYON WOULD YOU WANNA BE: Bright Crazy Neon GREEN!
[100] IF YOU COULD CHOOSE TO LIVE WITH SOMEONE FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WHO WOULD IT BE? : No comment

If you've got an impulse let it out.

25.0 Ganked Gayness :] [24 Mar 2005|08:46pm]
[ mood | sick, bleh ]
[ music | all american rejects # why worry ]

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. How have I affected you?

5. What do you think of me?

6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

7. How long do you think we will be friends?

8. Do you love me?

9. Do you have a crush on me?

10. Would you kiss me?

11. Would you hug me?

12. Physically, what stands out?

13. Emotionally, what stands out?

14. Do you wish I was cooler?

15. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

16. Am I loveable?

17. How long have you known me?

18. Describe me in one word.

19. What was your first impression?

20. Do you still think that way about me now?

21. What do you think my weakness is?

22. Do you think I'll get married?

23. What makes me happy?

24. What makes me sad?

25. What reminds you of me?

26. If you could give me anything what would it be?

27. How well do you know me?

28. When's the last time you saw me?

29. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

30. Do you miss me?

31. Do you think i miss you?

15 If you've got an impulse let it out.

24.0 I am.. [12 Mar 2005|11:54am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | SR-71 Politically Incorrect ]

I AM: who I am
I WANT: what they tell me I can't have
I HAVE: a secret
I WISH: I had more friends to hang out with
I HATE: lima beans
I MISS: the good ol days
I FEAR: death
I HEAR: that not everyone is who they say they are
I SEARCH: for a way out
I WONDER: what will happen next year
I REGRET: how some things turned out
I LOVE: my own little world
I AM NOT ALWAYS: telling the truth
I AM NOT: trying as hard as I should
I DANCE: whenever and wherever I see fit :]
I SING: all the time
I CRY: - but not lately
I AM NOT ALWAYS: lonely when I'm alone
I WRITE: not as often as I'd like
I WON: nothing
I LOSE: relationships
I CONFUSE: myself
I NEED: someone to trust
I SHOULD: change

1 If you've got an impulse let it out.

23.0 Oh-so Long Ago.. [03 Mar 2005|04:57pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Yellowcard // Big Apple Heartbreak ]

( ever kissed someone.. )
2 If you've got an impulse let it out.

22.0 [07 Feb 2005|06:41pm]
[ mood | yes, a real secret :] ]
[ music | Dashboard Confessional // Remember to Breathe ]

Tell Me A Secret


<3
7 If you've got an impulse let it out.

21.0 [15 Jan 2005|10:20pm]
[ mood | I don't know. ]

Which of the bold faced lies will we use?
I hope that you're happy,
you really deserve it,
this will be the best for us both in the end.
But your taste still lingers on my lips
like I just placed them upon yours
and I starve
I starve for you.
But this new diet's liquid
and dulling to the senses.
And it's crude
but it will do.
Which of the standard lines will we use?
I've been meaning to call you.
I've just been so busy.
We'll catch up soon.
Let's make it a point to.
But your taste still lingers on my lips
like I just placed them upon yours
and I starve
I starve for you.
But this new diet's liquid
and dulling to the senses.
And it's crude
but it will do.

It will do.
I hope it will do.

DashboardConfessional//StandardLines
2 If you've got an impulse let it out.

21.0 Loner? [13 Jan 2005|10:51pm]
[ mood | impatient. ]
[ music | The Juliana Theory // Into The Dark ]

( Where is your boy tonight? )

I hope he is a gentleman.
2 If you've got an impulse let it out.

19.0 [07 Jan 2005|08:02pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Deathcab for Cutie // Photobooth ]

( I remember when the days were long and the nights when the living room was on the lawn. )


..and as the summer's ending, the cool air will push your hard heart away.

4 If you've got an impulse let it out.

18.0 Stolen from Lindsay :] [06 Jan 2005|05:57pm]
[ mood | Bored ]
[ music | Atreyu // Bleeding Hearts ]

1. reply with your name & i will write something honest about you. most likely something nice.

2. i will then tell you what song[s] remind me of you.

3. i will try to name a single word that best describes you.

4. put this in your journal.
15 If you've got an impulse let it out.

17.0 [25 Dec 2004|01:11pm]
[ mood | Happy Christmas ]
[ music | ThirdEyeBlind//I'll Never Let You Go ]




Tell me a story.



















( A Romantic Kiss )
15 If you've got an impulse let it out.

16.0 [25 Dec 2004|01:51am]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Happy Christmakwanzahanuka (sp?) hehe ]

purplehair
Your anime hair color is purple.


What is your anime hair color?
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Happy Christmas

2 If you've got an impulse let it out.

15.0 [21 Dec 2004|05:03pm]
[ mood | bored, yet content ]
[ music | Ataris // Takeoffs and Landings ]

Peep



You're a marshmallow peep! You look cute, but in truth, you are full of hate. Behind your beady chocolate eyes are a torrent of evil thoughts. You hate the world for biting off the soft marshmellow heads of your comrads. Most people think you're innocent and sweet, but there are few who know zee truth behind your yellow and pink sugar coating.



Thanks for taking my quiz! Please take a moment to take my new Quiz! How Excitable Are You?

What Kind of Candy Are You?- With Images!



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If you've got an impulse let it out.

14.0 [10 Dec 2004|10:28pm]
[ mood | GRRRREAT! (in my pants) hehehe ]
[ music | Starting Line ]

You Are Ariel!

Headstrong and fiesty. You have a mind of your own that's full of romantic dreams about the world around you. Exploring exotic places is your ultimate dream, and although you can be a little naive you'll realize that there is something to be gained from your family's wisdom.

Which Disney Princess Are You?

8 If you've got an impulse let it out.

13.0 [08 Dec 2004|04:33pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Pick one:
& only:
O N E:

1. hug/kiss
2. coke/pepsi
3. hot/cold
3. summer/spring
4. winter/fall
5. cds/radio
6. socks/no socks
7. early to bed, early to rise/late to bed, late to rise
8. brunch/lunch
9. chocolate/vanilla
10. candy gum/minty gum
11. lj/gj
12. film/digital camera
13. salt/fresh water
14. surfing/snowboarding
15. tall/short
16. half empty/half full
17. city/country
18. pizza/icecream
19. walk/run
20. spin/roll
21. love/lust
22. kitty/puppy
23. horse/pony
24. chistmas/new years
25. hello/goodbye
26. left/right
27. hands/feet
28. oranges/apples
29. indoor/outdoor
30. computer/phone
31. hotdogs/hamburgers
32. Bill & Ted/Wayne & Garth
34. past/future
35. rain/snow
36. green/purple
37. doors/windows
38. shower/bath
39. day/night
40. yes/no

6 If you've got an impulse let it out.

12.0 [07 Dec 2004|08:34pm]
Stoled from Heather:
[and yes i know i put this in both my lj and gj :P]

POST ANONYMOUSLY or else.
* 1. Tell me a secret.
* 2. Tell me what you hate about me.
* 3. Compliment me.
* 4. If you could give me one thing, what would it be?
* 5. Leave lyrics that remind you of me.
* 6. Do you consider me a friend?
* 7. And a hint to who you are, if you dont mind.
8 If you've got an impulse let it out.

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